Depressed

Wish I had a girl friend. It would be nice to have someone to talk too.

Thinking....

So there's this guy, nice, well rounded, and a peacher.
Now normally I don't listen to "peachers" because I think what they have to say is full of shit. ( That's about as plainly as I can put it. ) Egos as big as their off-shore bank accounts and with no really interest about what the bible has to say, peacher are about as full of them selves as Paris Hilton.
But I going through the sations late one night because I couldn't sleep and run across this guy named Joel Osteen. I stopped because my mom was married to a Osteen and I now live in a city right out side Daytona Beach named Osteen. This little hole was started by the Osteen family way back when, and so there is alot of family ties here.
Anywhos.....
I stopped there because of his name, I stayed there because he made alot of since. So I have did alittle digging and looking around and way to much listen for my own good. The guy knows his stuff. As some of you know, I went to Moody Bible College so I know a thing or two about the Good Book. And this guy is about as bible baced as I'v seen in along time.
He has a new book coming out, and he's on the tv alot I see. But he is worth checking out.

Weight Room part 2

I think I can honestly say: I'm loosing interest in sex. After my last girl friend I just don't really feel the need anymore. Not that I'm having any problems with the equitement. I just don't feel the need anymore. It's allmost like a spiritaul death. The body still lives but the soul is gone.
It didn't happen all at once. It's been slowing going away. I don't even remember the last time I.... But this has become clear to me now. Someone had asked me if I put a sex swing in my work-out room. You know what? The thought didn't even cross my mind. As a matter of fact, I have alot of posters with half naked women on them and you know what? Not a one is on the wall.
This has made me think.
If man thinks of sex like every 7 sec, then what the hell has my mind been doing?
I'm going crazy....

Weight Room

Well, I have been really busy for the last two weeks. Not only is the company going through major changes, but I'v been trying like hell to get my work-out room done.
I am finished. With the major work. I took this old building, which has been in the back yard for God knows how long, and remoldied it. Reinforcing it completely. fixxed the walls. New floor, old on was so hard to get out!!!! And put up a new door.
I put in 3 long buffet tables, in like a _ patner. So now it's a hang out room too. I'm going to put a TV and computer out there. So me and the guys can watch football, drink beer, and talk about our feelings. Guy stuff.
But I'm happy now that all the major work is done. I'm not fixxing anything for a week!!!!