I went to the hospital today. I was having problems with something. (Diabetes) So I had to weigh myself. For all of you who know me: No I did not gain all my weight back. For you guys that don't know me: I have lost 130 pounds in the last year and a half.
I'm not going to say how much I weigh, so don't ask, but I need to loose some more. So for now on I will post every two weeks how much I lost up to that point. so....
As of today: 00 pounds.... see me in two weeks....
Friday, August 31, 2007
What men want.....
Once again I'm lost. For those of you who know me you know that I talk to a lot of different women. Some good some bad. Some real bad :) I think the count is 300+. Now in all fairness I do not talk to all of them on a regular basis. But I try.
So this leads me to this: What the hell do men want!!!!!!
I have recenty meant this girl. Don't know her never meant her before. I just ran across her one day. I read her writing first. She is vary smart. Then I seen her picture. Vary beautiful. And then I talked to her. Her smile drove me up the wall !!! And then I find out she has the perfect job. I love intelligence.
So my world comes to a stop. I'm like, OMG. The perfect women.
WHAT... WAIT...HOLD THE HELL ON...
What am I saying? There's no way!
What is it in a mans soul that would stop him like this? Why her. I have meant alot of women. Why this one? What the hell is wrong with me? Yes that's it. There is some thing wrong with me. Now I feel dirty.
Now I must find this problem in my head and correct it.
I have heard of this before. I think it's called "love at first sight". Some people believe in it some don't. I don't really know. If I forget the "girl" here and focus on this problem I can understand it. I have to get control of this.
Yes this has happened to me before. The first time I layed eyes on a glock. That big beautiful gun. I held it for hours. So yes, there is a problem. It's called passion. I really hope this goes away. because it could lead into other issues.
I still have that gun.
So this leads me to this: What the hell do men want!!!!!!
I have recenty meant this girl. Don't know her never meant her before. I just ran across her one day. I read her writing first. She is vary smart. Then I seen her picture. Vary beautiful. And then I talked to her. Her smile drove me up the wall !!! And then I find out she has the perfect job. I love intelligence.
So my world comes to a stop. I'm like, OMG. The perfect women.
WHAT... WAIT...HOLD THE HELL ON...
What am I saying? There's no way!
What is it in a mans soul that would stop him like this? Why her. I have meant alot of women. Why this one? What the hell is wrong with me? Yes that's it. There is some thing wrong with me. Now I feel dirty.
Now I must find this problem in my head and correct it.
I have heard of this before. I think it's called "love at first sight". Some people believe in it some don't. I don't really know. If I forget the "girl" here and focus on this problem I can understand it. I have to get control of this.
Yes this has happened to me before. The first time I layed eyes on a glock. That big beautiful gun. I held it for hours. So yes, there is a problem. It's called passion. I really hope this goes away. because it could lead into other issues.
I still have that gun.
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Hello all. What lead me here? A girl. You surpriced? I'm not. I always do the stupided thing for girls. Why do men do that? No, really, WHY!??!
I don't know this chick. Never seen her before but now I want to start a f**king blog.
OMG!!!!!!
But that is how this all started. A piece of *****. Not fair to her (god I hope she don't read this or if she does she don't know I'm talking about her!). She is great. I don't even know her and I say that! What the hell happens in the male mind to drive him to this level?
See here. This is really f'd up. I am the type of man that can handle any sitution. I have trained others to do so. But when I meant a women that is just right I get weak knees. What the hell! I'm highly trained, totally self reliant, competely in control. You can place me anywhere in the world, in any sitution, and I can overcome. Adapt. And survive.
But if a women like this comes along and I fall apart. Why. This is a flew. This is the reason I got the assignments I did. And the reason I could never be promoted to the top even know I could do my job better then anyone eles.
Women. The fall of a great man, the end of a great opperative.
I don't know this chick. Never seen her before but now I want to start a f**king blog.
OMG!!!!!!
But that is how this all started. A piece of *****. Not fair to her (god I hope she don't read this or if she does she don't know I'm talking about her!). She is great. I don't even know her and I say that! What the hell happens in the male mind to drive him to this level?
See here. This is really f'd up. I am the type of man that can handle any sitution. I have trained others to do so. But when I meant a women that is just right I get weak knees. What the hell! I'm highly trained, totally self reliant, competely in control. You can place me anywhere in the world, in any sitution, and I can overcome. Adapt. And survive.
But if a women like this comes along and I fall apart. Why. This is a flew. This is the reason I got the assignments I did. And the reason I could never be promoted to the top even know I could do my job better then anyone eles.
Women. The fall of a great man, the end of a great opperative.
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